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The break up was literally 10 months ago and it still feels off. I broke up with him and still loved him. A 3rd person got involved who absolutely should not have and I can say I strongly dislike those persons guts. I still think my ex is a decent person, not this 3rd person.
We also didnt even break up over anything too huge like cheating or idk abuse or something like that. It was literally cause I felt he didn’t love me anymore and he even admitted to feeling “changed.” Now looking back I honestly think he was depressed or something. Why the heck didn’t he just tell me he couldn’t be with me any more. Instead of saying “idk” to every question I asked and then freaking out when I break up, maybe communicate with me?
Now this all still feels fucked. I don’t have closure. He didn’t let me break up with him in person. Like I still think the break up wasn’t supposed to happen even though it obviously was. It’s obviously just me lacking the energy he used to give me, guess I need to find it in something else.
Worse part is, if he finally cut that 3rd person off I’d still consider talking with him. But the dumbass is clinging to her like an orphan, not realizing how awful she is. Oh poor me for not warning people about my friends toxic past because “I don’t want them to look bad.” Lord, look where that’s gotten me.
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