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Some days I literally fucking hate my parents. I was literally asleep napping. Mom barge's in "can you take the dog out he was asleep" I go "yeah apparently I was too"
But that's not the primary issue. The issue is drug's. Because of the fact dad is abusing drugs I point it out to mom because dads sitting in there half slumped over eyes closed with a cigarette he's not able to puff on I simply ask how many drugs/meds he's got left. Mom cops a real attitude with me "oh he's still got some". Well in his sober state he wouldn't light up a cigarette me being in there... But he does anyway.
See she's lied to me before just to keep tension down. There would be no tension if she didn't abuse them because im on the med and don't abuse them then he just comes crying to me π im out help me. Well nobody told you to eat a months prescription of pills in 2 weeks did they knowing running out causes deadly side effects. How do I know? My aunt who's been on them for years goes into a psych ward over her husband. They don't give her her meds. She had a light stroke if that tells you anything. You don't just up and stop that medication.
Anyway mom and dad both treat me like shit telling them the truth. I told mom don't be a I spelled it out b i t c h to me. God in so angry because its the same friggin cycle that repeats like β»οΈβΎ. Its bullshit. My dads been on those drugs long as I've been alive so he knows better.
Why did I freak out every fucking month he comes crying to me for mine that's why when I DON'T GET ENOUGH FOR 2 PEOPLE WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE FUCKING UNDERSTAND THIS!?!!????
so dads in there half slumped over. I so wish I could move out of this place because of this shit mom's been shitty to me for near a week again.
And she always defends dad no matter what so in invalidated and wrong ALWAYS. She gives me the π attitude my heartless aunt gives me.
"Wayll that's sad but anyway" my aunt used to say be like change the subject of it was something she didn't care about. But if something affects her its worse than 9/11 to her because it effects her precious little bubble world where "only she matters" and nobody else. I wanna call her so many bad names for throwing me to the wolves when I was beaten by my abuser but herself went to us ''wahhhhhhhhhhh my man threw a show at meπ boo hoo hoo".
Im sorry but im not I wish people would be as wicked to them as they've been to me to know how it feels especially my abuser and aunt.
My feelings are valid and matter too you know. Im human too. You're not the only person on earth who matters aunt. I know she was probably emulating her son's behavior because he's fairly heartless too unless something affects him. She's a copy cat too claimed rape by a family member for attention after going to group therapy seeing all the other's got attention talking about it when all of us knew better. Before that nothing was said.
I hate people's shitty heartless treatment. Why do you think people off them selves commit suicide for huh? Part of its lack of kindness. Lack of caring. Lack of love. So yes I feel like killing myself thanks to these people. Show me where I matter. Instead of the whole frigging family acting like im the worst person ever for no reason. I literally bother nobody unless im messed with. How you treat other's does affect their mental health you know. Not that anyone cares. Yeah im great thanks for caring. Oh right the TV is more important mom.
I really feel like harming myself because im tired of this shit and heartless treatment by family.
Everythings ok though. Everything is just fine πβΊοΈπ its great ππππ’
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