More late night thoughts

Yeah its going on 1 am exactly and I'm still angry. Im so fucking tired of people being shitty to me. ESPECIALLY MY OWN FAMILY 😠😠😠. Yeah I need a real get away where I don't have to deal with any of them for awhile. I haven't had an actual real vacation in the longest time. Hell just a stay somewhere else would help. Oh right that's right none of my snobby proud family relatives will have me NOT FOR EVEN ONE NIGHT.

Yet my aunt used to come to our house near EVERY SUNDAY she once said " I just had to get away" you know like we were her disposable getaway and free therapist too. Rrrrrrrrrr what a piece of work she is

Ok who the fuck actually cared when "I JUST HAD TO GET AWAY"!???????!!!!!

(and from physically mentally emotionally verbally abusive parents I might add)

ABSOLUTELY NOBODY. Especially NOT HER. She turned me away when I told her the situation yet let my other cousin stay with her instead and they ripped her off of some money. Well she deserved it then for acting like that imo. Even if they paid it back.

Im just so sick of uncaring cold hearted people especially when in nothing but good to my parents and others.

I even fixed my aunt's phone (she acted like she expected me to do it without asking she went through my dad to ask me because she blocked my number and messenger won't even talk to me unless she shows up here an occasional hi in front of my parents that's it because she knows how awful she's been to me I shouldn't have fixed it but I did I guess im just too kind hearted)

I don't know sometimes I just don't know who in the hell people think they are. Like her and my dad.

Like my dad is only nice to me when he wants something.

And This has to be the snobbiest place I've ever lived in as well.

Im just tired of it all. I've had enough. You know a little kindness goes a long way. Tell that to my family though.

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