Thought vent 2

What do I say. Well how can dad claim religion and be a hateful drunken asshole. I m literally so good to my parents the time I need compassion AGAIN its the dog who is treated the most important and me the least in the family.

You know UNTIL dad needs something from me aka my medication because he abuses his for some idiotic reason a months in two weeks. Then he kisses my ass because heneeds me . The hypocrisy trauma and shit treatment I have accrued over the years from him is quite a heap.

What gets me he knows in the Bible it says basically not to provoke your children to anger. And likewise basically not to curse your father and mother. Does he abide by that though? No he treats my aunt, his drug dealer and the dog way better than me. And me like horse manure. He acts like eh I don't care about you just like my religious heartless aunt does.

Well when he's a pure crappy mean sob jerk to me its hard not to call him every bad word in the book. Which yes I've admit I've near done because he made me mad for no good reason 😡😠😤

As I pointed out to mom, she went berserk on him 3 Friday nights ago for him being drunk all day citing sometimes you have to go off on him, yet doesn't want me to do the same with him.

I have little care for him. One account of physical assault multiple on me from him he injured my knee throwing me off a porch 5 years ago with 0 apologies. I wish his ass would've been locked up but I was intimidated to not call police as mom n dad were really strung out on drugs then moreso than today basically I was threatened again only this time BY MOM. She always defends him despite knowing what he's put me through . How I just don't understand.

I just get tired being treated like shit. One day he they re going to regret all this what's been done to me.

And tbh he's the literal Grinch of joy and holidays. Color him green there's a resemblance.

Simply put, DONT TREAT YOUR CHILDREN LIKE DOG SHIT MOM N DAD

I feel little for him for his lack of empathy and compassion for me knowing im sick with a fever 😷😢.

I only wish I had caring people in my life. Not uncaring callous ones.

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