Rant and ramble

I hate being sick. Haven't been sick in a long time. It about drove me insane last night the head pain. I just don't get how Im sick and my parents aren't. Same stuff last night fever heart racing feeling burning up and shivering. I hate all of it. I also hate not being able to go to a Dr due to lack of money. Haven't hardly slept in 2 days. I just hate it. And Christmas coming up though we're likely doing nothing's no presents parties nada zip zilch zero. Lovely. Then again the last multiple years it hasn't been anything special like it once was anyway. I have a roof warm bed And stuff I guess that's enough to be thankful for. Some people don't even have that. And our city shuns the homeless because it makes it "look bad". Its got a snob stick up its ass if you ask me. So if I went homeless id get 0 relief or shelter here. They run them out of town. I've just not liked the places attitude in general since I moved here. In an accident once the cops literally mocked made fun of me because I couldn't remember something. Childish assholes. I'll move out of here one day because it just sucks here. Dead end job holes. No I guess im not very cheery just so much negative experiences here.

Like the crank last year. How was I supposed to know it was her assigned spot out of all bazillion spaces here. She talked to and treated me like a dog so I had to go nuclear on her. Then she threatened me rather than apologize. B!tch. She didn't have to act that way over a minor misunderstanding even dad said that. He said he helped her load groceries once into her car. No thank you nothing she just drove off. So that says shows what kinda person she is from refusal to apologize or even be courteous though no I don't know her heart. Her actions speak for he however. She's had a year to apologize. It hasn't happened. Im glad im not like her. Im just rambling I m sick I need sleep

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