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A Letter to my mother (The toxic Bitch)
You have always been controlling, abusive, and mean, to me, as well as my father, you belittled him, ran him down, and emasculated him. You are embarrassing when i had friends around, and you talked your mean shit. Growing up in a household, that was toxic, was no place for a kid to grow up, I COULDNT BREATH, I WAS STIFLED, SMOTHERED, not to mentioned being slammed against the wall and my clothes torn from my body. You had years and years and the habit of talking how you came from an alcoholic home, and how your mother beat you and your brothers and sisters, over and over. Am I supposed to look over it, forget it, and forgive you for it, chalk it up to well that's the way you were raised, NO I won't, 59 years, 59 years has passed, and if wasn't for an aunt I wouldn't be here. Do you think I could ever forget that you tried to kill me, an innocent baby, that couldn't defend herself, NEVER. There is no excuse for that, there is no excuse for being controlling and not letting a child grow in her own soil, to bloom into whatever plant she desires. You robbed me, of that, even though myself indulgent sister does not, she is just blinded herself to the fact you're a saint, in her eyes. Why do you think I left and got married, I had to, I had to leave, I couldn't take it anymore, and still over the years, several marriages later, and still you, dad and my selfish sister has treated me like an outcast, for what? making my own decisions, they were mine to make? So, i was told you all disowned me, and for what, what did I do that was so wrong? Nothing, even when I had a loss, you and that toxic sister of mine, fucked me over, I mean you knew what the fuck you were doing, and still didn't listen to me. You have sided with family and outsiders against me, and still think I own them an apology, NOT NEVER, I own you and them nothing. because "once I am Done, I am Done. You have behind my back, said shit, just like my selfish sister, I am not stupid, the other family has wiped me under the rug, for years and now, others have too because of your toxic mouths. I don't need you, yes i might sound angry, bitter and cold, well put on a blanket, because it's about to get below zero. I want what belongs to me, so remember that pictures, that are mine, of me and my kids that's all,.............................they don't belong to anyone else, not even my greedy nephew......................whatever love i had is gone, and sure I care to a degree but not enough to make myself sick over your crap.
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