The smallest things that get to me

I could be doing so fine and randomly and act of unkindness from other people will throw everything into shit... and suddenly my mood is crap for subsequent hours, and I feel the need to fix it because something doesn't feel right, it feels out of place. I've learned enough in life to have advice for myself for a lifetime, yet sometimes it feels like the smallest things get to me. And I feel like an idiot out of my control. The answer was always finding someone or something that would clarify my mind at the moment... something that made me feel I belong again; but sometimes waiting for your savior is not the wisest thing to do, so I'ma give it a try and attempt to do the things I'm afraid to do because my mind is so OCD that it gets in trouble all the time, like things trigger me infinitely and there's no way for me to make myself feel better.

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