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Crazy day no. 3 of the new year. Its only beginning too. Ok its not so much crazy it is but it isn't. Its just you know I didn't get any sleep again. Dad was on a messed up drunk yesterday kissing the table again. Come 5 am he was in here wanting drugs from mom again cussing. He belted out her name likes Bowser multiple I don't understand why he's not a mario cartoon watcher or game player. Him and mom kept fussing this morning. He blared up music too. And Last night I wanted to kick his ass I was talking to mom he comes in there I go I was here first he goes I DON'T CARE literally runs me out of the room asshole. Because why? The drugs all for him just to pass out again. He keeps asking for them yet not caring he'll run out 2 weeks early. Oh right because I take the same med and don't abuse the effing things like him he thinks he can always cry to me 😭 im out help me😭🤦‍♀️. Its the only time he's about ever nice to me when he wants something. Its not my fking fault now is it as drs told him multiple times you've been on this medication long enough to know how to take care of it. Because the sudden stopping withdrawals can kill you. My aunt on a similar medication went into a mental ward they refused to give it to her. Caused her to have a stroke. I would be suing that place for malpractice if I was her and my uncle but her and him are in bad shape as it is health wise. I don't need more chaos today from mom n dad sigh

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