Just writing

At least today was less dramatic. Although I still heard dad harassing mom at 6 am. At least things are mostly calmed down here dads not super aggressive like he was. But he still isn't normal either.

One thing I can't believe well I can but its bull he's trying to talk mom out of getting one of my game systems back , since they pawned it near or at 2 years ago for just cigarette and alcohol money. For them. That was and is my property I worked and paid for with my own money. It never should've been done. Wasn't and isn't my fault they can't manage money. That's when things were more effed up.

But The fact dad would go against mom finally paying to get it out of the pawn shop for me shows how little he values me imo. I don't even know if the dang thing still works its been so long tbh. They sure gave the pawn shop alot of interest money for nothing. No its not like I play much anyway but still I paid for it. That would be like me taking dads tv and keeping it there for 2 years (yes they've taken my own TV in the past too because they never could manage money how is that my fault?). If they quit smoking they could save a mountain of money. Good luck they can't hardly go an hour without one.

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