Overthinking

I just want to Stop thinking about what could happen when I'll meet him or something. Maybe i know what will happen, it's just i don't want anything awkward, embarrassing, hurtful, or wrong moments. Is it too much to ask or pray for? Ik I'm overthinking but this has to happen. Ik i always ruin things but for once I wanna stay calm and carefree.

As ik it's for the best i expect nothing, but somehow I'm wishing that he sees me for who I am and someday (somehow I feel like he will know that it's me) he will come back to me only.

Because this is just the beginning? Idk I don't wanna think much. It's weird.

I saw a quote, and what if that came true? It's going to be so weird. Manifestation is weird. I so wanna believe but idk if it's real or just me being delusional.

I don't have the time to be like this. I just don't want no anything wrong to happen to me anymore, especially because of love or lust idk. I am here for him, for sure.

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