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I started recording myself on my iPad, I really like the image, is very clear... I record videos of my face, currently in the dark, while listening to music, because I realize I didn't take a photo of me or any footage for years now. I just want something to remember about myself, other than the constant looking in the mirror to not even recognize the person that I was. Now, I know that no one cares about this. I know that people not only are prettier and recording themselves is a big part of their lives, but to me it's important because I don't even recognize myself that much anymore. I upload the videos to a cloud storage service, called Mediafire, just to have at least some remembrance of who I was, and this is completely random... I'm aware. What I realized is that I show like no emotion while listening to music, my face looks better in the dark, and I'm like weirded out now because now my face is on the internet... I mean, only visible and available to me, because if my family or anyone finds out about my ugly face and how I stared at the camera like a freak while listening to music in the dark... fuck. I wonder if anyone else here does this. I bet I'm like the only or one of the few freaks who records himself because he lost all touch with reality and the outside world, and therefore recording it on a camera on their electronic device helps them recognize who they are, instead of being locked inside their heads all the time. However, I like doing this. I record two songs per video, they turn out to be 5 to 7 minute videos, and they take a total space of like 160 megabytes. Good thing, only I know that they exist, and as narcissistic as it is (recording yourself to look at yourself) at least I do it in a way that I'm not only thinking about myself in the process; I do it while listening to music, which is the thing that I love the most.
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