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I'm not sorry dad could have more respect than that as to blare music loud early in the morning. I tossed and turned as it was. I didn't want to be woke up from loud blaring music. I generally try not to wake him when he's sleeping. I don't get good vibes from him. He's an unstable person as it is. Blames it past hard drug use. Excuses for everything rather owning what he does or how he is. Yeah and i could throw him out of that recliner of his and say it was a reflex too you don't have to be an ass dad. Idk wtf his problem is. He's never happy. Its not my job to make him happy either. Im not cruel but I can be he's certainly been cruel and heartless to me in the past. Idk he's one way then another one day he's all like let the past go (as in stuff what he's done to me) the next he's grumbling what others have done to him. My uncle is still alive ok. Dad says he laid every cinder block to my uncle's house he promised to pay das but didn't just have him a thank you. Ok that was year's ago my uncle is still alive so why be a coward grumble over it complain and not tell him? I would. But that's the difference between us. He's a coward. Im not.

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