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Im still pissed my dad is a complete ass. I wish he wouldn't live here I wish he'd live like across the ocean or something. Sulling up like a bullfrog like he's the victim WHEN HES THE ONE WHO WRONGED ME WHEN I CALLED HIM OUT OVER IT HE JUST WALKS AWAY. HES A P#SSY A COWARD BECAUSE HE HIMSELF WON'T CONFRONT ANYONE WHO CAUSES HIM RESENTMENT.
Mom won't bavk me up when she knows im right. Dads drug addiction is his own problem not mine. But when I refuse to give him my own meds he acts like im the worst person ever. Funny yes he talked to his dealer this morning like honey YET HE TREATS ME LIKE DOG SH!T . I HATE him. He's basically dead to me anyway. All the abuse over the years has numbed me to feelings for him. I try to be caring, compassionate, but someone like that you literally can't. I called him on his behavior trashing me for no reason. Refuses to apologize. At least im not a coward like him. Go get help and deal with your own drug problem yourself. Mom washed her hands of it and put it back on me because if he's low he will ask for mine. Then puff up and threaten me like a child. Yeah I wanted to set the world in fire and burn the house down I was so mad today 😠. Im not obligated to give him my meds. He got a 3 month supply then his dealers and that lasted a month and a half more or less. Its not my problem to begin with but he's making it my problem and it makes me mad so much. I can't leave I would that's another part if the problem nowhere to go and uppety family won't have me or even talk to me despite my cousin being a druggie and my other relative a heartless batch. I took a family toxicity test today it rated mine in the severe category. I was like yeah no sh!T I already knew that. I don't deserve any of this and one day he willbe sorry for mistreating me. Him and my aunt need slapped into next week. Mom almost acts like my feelings aren't valid WHEN THEY ARE. I can only take so much anger and disrespect for so long. Do they want my suicide on their hands. You can only take so much hell and misery. You take the consequences for your own actions that's something my dad just wants to pass on to others. He ruined the vehicle meant to go to me from my grandma by driving high and totalling it. Tbh he's totalled my life. Fml. Oh but he plays so caring to others. To me like dog sh!t unless he wants something. If he doesn't get it well basically im the bad guy. You need to know how this feels dad.
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