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I'm so stressed, depressed, distressed, annoyed right now. I just need for life to stop, to stop bullying me. I have a brain with multiple connections, ideas and preconceptions that I oftentimes don't know if they are true. I'm thinking about that one guy taking a crap right now, or someone playing badminton on the beach, etc., and most of the times I just don't know if these things are happening here on this earth. I have so much shit in my head, yet I don't really have much; I'm an overthinking guy, I make everything huge in my head. Every day I have a song stuck in my head, and my question is: How am I supposed to be a normal human when my brain lives somewhere else? And there's probably tons of rich kids driving fancy cars and I'm out here, a grown ass man, having a suffering and suffocation of the mind. I have no friends too, I'm so alone. I go to chatting websites, but they are filled with negativity and toxicity. My life is an awkward silent mystery movie type thing. I really, really don't want it anymore. I've been dying in the same hole for too long. People tell me to not worry but that's not a sane thing to do, because I gotta thrive to survive. Does anybody here gives a floating fart about this? I sometimes wonder if anyone reading my posts gets something out of them. I'm just stuck on this planet, I think we were boned from the beginning and we are going to all die someday... I mean, it's always worth trying, but I feel like we are living at the mercy of nature at this point, like no one really deserves to live. Have I had a second chance, I would have never been born.
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