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Its another one of those days. I didn't get any sleep. Dad had to get mom up at 6

(let the poor woman sleep man she doesn't rest good as it is especially in your withdrawal phases)

to get stuff done and do business and with his precious acquaintance whom he will treat good but us like garbage. Funny he said he wanted mom to hurry up he's cussing while she's in the bathroom. But he's so wild and out of it he can't comprehend what he wants to get out of the bank. So. Now that they went and came back he's back like a wet noodle. What fun is that anyway I just don't understand. Like mom said I like him sober, not drunk. Especially a sloppy aggressive one who you can't talk to or tell anything to. I don't understand he was doing good up until the other day. Then boom back to being a drunk you have to babysit like a toddler. One that cusses if he don't get his way with mom. If you're going to party why don't you try to enjoy it. In moderation. Not overboard. Moderation isn't in his vocabulary. Im not saying he's all bad. He was doing good up until like 4 days ago. when he sobers up for the most part is when he's tolerable. Point is he don't have to be stupid be does anyway. He tried the anonymous meetings years ago. I guess he was clean for awhile but people were also lying about it too so the gossip was. I really don't understand him. Because he could have croaked 2 days ago had I not stopped him. Its so frustrating. I have to be the one watch over him . Mom tries too she's aware of his idiocy . Ok im gonna stop now.

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