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Why can't understand the fact that sometimes its all about tone and how you act and talk to a person. Im primarily talking about my family. I do the majority of things here. Dad has been in a 2 week lala land drunk funk passed out most of it only recently sobering up (somewhat). Hes 99 percent the problem and problem/shit starter causer here.
And I guess people don't understand if you're a spiritual discerned person (spiritual discernment is a gift from God) and highly sensitive things people do say act tone of voice etc you can pick up on all what's being said /unsaid and kinda felt etc. well dad caused all hell after id been shopping in the heat just coming in all sweaty he sourly blurts out (despite me having to go get groceries and being them in both) "youve gotta go right back out" in a sourly way because mom let the electric bill go and forgot about it he causes the biggest drama scene whigh scares the dog too it was totally unnecessary. I said aw hell no because I was drenched with sweat, fought with traffic one idiot blew their horn at me for not going when a bicycle was crossing a pedestrian crossing wanting me to hit em or something wtf man people cant drive for shit here. And I come home to useless needless drama being spouted at me and him denying everything ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐ . I got it resolved it wasnt a mt Everest thing and funny he treats me like garbage but kisses his drug acquaintances ass๐ .
Anyway dad and my relationship has been rocky ever since a few years ago when he physically assaulted me and mom and him stopped me from calling police because she was willing to defend dad hitting me so itd be my word vs theirs. It happened 2 or 3 times. I had nowhere else to flee ti during it they were probably in drug withdrawal too. And me asking my aunt for refuge she gave me the middle finger saying call a crisis line dont want in the middle......ignores and blocks me. YET she had the audacity to want to force her business on us about 2 different men and it was so infuriating. If you didn't want in thr middle of my abusive situation WHY PUSH YOUR SO CALLED SHIT ON US!!!!??! OOH A FRIGGING SHOE WAS THROWN AT YOU WHOOP TEE FUCKING DOO IT MUST HAVE BEEN SO TRAUMATIC HUH UNLIKE BEING PUMMELED BY AN ABUSIVE father HUH!? And she would post shit online 1 thing said anybody who has problems you should shower them with love. Oh really? Funny she showered me with shit. It was a just her thing. Shed utter things like "gotta worry bout muhsayulf" "block em block em hell with em not my problem" then turn right around and go "my man threw a shoe at me wahhhhhhhhhhhh๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ" wanting others pity but giving others the ๐. she couldn't grasp the golden rule despite claiming religion. Kinda same with my dad they're both alike in ways. I would still never treat someone as she did me. Bitch. You don't do people that way. I got feelings too you know. Shed come visit knowing what was done to me by him and laugh in his face. That was very very very very very infuriating ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ. How would she like that we're the situation reversed? They don't look at it like that. Good on her that her man 2 timed her and leeched her for money she had it coming . She also claimed her ex hit her could she stay with us YET SHE TURNED ME AWAY๐ ๐ ๐ . Yeah I have a great family no wonder I'm so fucked up FML nobody cares anyway
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