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My family/people just don't understand the bullshit that I have to go through. Dad's drunk passed out moms in tralalala land with the tv not caring about nothing but it. And the dog as much as I love him, puts me through some real bullshit. He refuses to use poop pads unless it's an emergency and uses that to his advantage to play manipulate me into taking him to use it. Even when its unsafe at night. I hate this neighborhood.
Ok it's dark out. The sketchy neighborhood are all partying blasting music kids are going on crazy. I get this thrown on me mom yells at me because the dogs wanting to go likely poop he refuses to use a pad in here like he used to do before we moved. Unless it's an emergency.
Anyway sometimes he does that to play you just to go outside. The walk near me at the roadway has busted beer bottle's from drunks. The dog digs alot and sling's dirt when he pees. So well
1. I gotta worry is he gonna sling glass at me despite me trying to avoid those glass places. Lawn mowers that go through here just literally mow anything that's on the ground even soda cans and spit the ground up jagged metal out because they don't give af and most others won't pick up litter/garbage .
2. Moms not gotta worry about is a car gonna drive by throw something out on me or spit on me? Yeah people are like that here. I've been spat on and had car litter thrown at or near me before. And no the dog won't poop in just any spot its usually a general vicinity away from our house. 😠😤.😡.
3. AND. doggo goes berserk on those he don't know. I'm pressured to take the dog out while the neighborhood is drunken partying with lots of cars going up and down the street or road.
Ok. I get in range of where doggo is going to poop. Here comes out of the dark this couple casually walking talking I'm like shit you gotta be kidding me. Si o have to get aside let them walkby pulling the dog aside. Ofc he goes berserk still yet they walk by taking their sweet time THEN AS THEYPASS ME JUST DECIDED TO JUST CROSS THE DUCKING STREET. why couldn't they do that sooner? Forced me to step aside wait on them for nothing fml. But oh ofc they have to come back, the dog don't wanna mind me, he's staring at them and pulling me opposite of going in the house. If people only understood the bullshit I have to go through. Meanwhile my family in lala land I'm just told to "calm down". You know my anxiety and anger frustration invalidated. I'm most always invalidated and mom n dad always defend the other person for some dumb reason almost always when I talk how people are and things that happen. It's bullshit plain and simple. Enjoy your sleep dad despite the fact I never got barely any last night yet I had to do the errands WITHOUT SLEEP. He wakes up with a smoking cough that'll wake the dead , talks like a bullhorn when I'm trying to sleep, dog barks fml. Give me a break please. don't mind me having high anxiety having to take the dog to poop in the dark while everyone else here is like tralalalala it's a fairy world and what I go through don't.l matter but if they have issues it's a different story. FUCK. IM JUST SO FRUSTRATED. I don't feel safe walking outside at night here. Too many drunks and them who toss out beer bottles. Cops don't patrol it when they should just at random. I'm just venting because I get invalidated if I try to to my family. Yet I listen to their gripes about xx year old resentments 🙄🤦♂️. And don't invalidate them. Sometimes you just want a hug and be told it'll all be ok you did a good job etc etc. Maybe from strangers on the internet people will say that stuff but not my family. My family doesn't understand my frustrations..lf it don't effect them. But if it does they (usually dad) go on and on. Give me a break man. Why does quite often people at certain times have to make my life harder. They don't understand how difficult it is managing a dog who is quite unmanageable and then on top of it I get gaslit for feeling like I do😡😠. I'm not perfect and I love the animal but it's like that dog makes it rough on me. And let's not forget all the drama mom n dad cause n put me through fml. But then act innocent and deny being like a short fuse going off at the slightest thing (mom). Sigh . Yeah I'm emotionally and joy drained again yay who doesn't love that. 🙁😥😢😟😞😔😓☹️
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