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Oh yay me! Arent I so lucky to have invalidating joy stealing parent's fml.
What a bunch of bullshit and the days notneven half over fml.
First ok they were up before me. Dishes have sat in there FOR TWO DAYS (I cant or wont wash them theyre just casually smoking cigarettes every 15 minutes). Mom and I got back from my dr appointment yesterday she goes to dad "did you wash the dishes?" He goes "fuck no" all he did was lay in that fucking chair with the dog with shittu tone n attitude all day yesterday. So. Nah but goes to his appointment this morning SURPRISE GUESS WHO THERE LEFT FOR? ME! Oh ok sure add more to my plate since I do near everything here PLUS GET TREATED LIKE SHIT ON TOP OF EVERYTHING BECAUSE THEY'RE MENTALLY UNSTABLE AND THEY PLAY VICTIM FOR ANYTHING THEY DO TO ME RATHER THAN TAKE OWNER SHIP AND APOLOGIZE.
Im a peaceful person. Not hard to get along with AT ALL. UNLESS YOU START DRAMA FOR NO REASON AND TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. they have bouts of this every month idk if it's dementia Alzheimer's I don't fucking know but they really sap my joy . Dad checks fluids oil, antifreeze , comes in washes his hands after handling that stuff in the dish sink ππ‘π ayfkm!!!???? Ok not only do I walk the dog , take trash plus clean that mess which took near an hour, they fucking act like its no big deal. Yeah ik dont see you all funking doing it. Dad took the literal ac/dc lyrics bon scott sung "doing nothing means alot to me" from one of his songs and that's about what he lives by besides upsetting me, causing useless unneeded unnecessary drama. I spent almost a whole funking hour more or less doing that now 3 day mess. I get no validation whatsoever. ALL THE WHILE THEY ATE OUT WITHOUT ME WHILE GONE.
ok well after that bullshit it was peaceful UNTIL they set foot back on thr door all the chaotic explosive drama starts up , they deny it act like im the bad guy and all i get is oh more needs done around hereπ π π π π π DO IT YOIR DUCKING SELVES THEN I DO NEAR EVERYTHING 80 T 90 PERCENT OF WHAT NEEDS DONE. PLUS GET INVALIDATED WHILE THEY JUST SMOKE AND WATCH YOUTUBE π . I really don't get a fair deal here or the appreciation validation I deserve. Joy stealing motherfuckers I'm so fucking done. Yeah I appreciate you all stealing my joy again I just feel like suicide now. Let the world burn idgaf now. Yeah I hope y'all are happy fml. Miserable ass fucking people. Joy ripping wretches. I hope you all feel what youve made me feel. Funny also how dad treats his drug acquaintance like royalty,kisses their ass and I get treated like shit. My feelings are valid idc what anybody thinks. Im so fucking tired of emotional attacks and verbal. Its why the dogs traumatized runs n hides because dads a drug addicted drunken miserable s.o.b. and from the past. And mom.dont help anything she always defends dad or the other person despite all his abuse to her. Idk some days I feel I just cant win. Im only human I got feelings too. Idk wtf is wrong with them. I dont deserve this shit. I do too much for them. Shitty bitter fucking miserable place.
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