Untitled rant

I dont know why nothing's going right for me. Dads being a resentful retaliatory asshole. I mean they know I need something and all I get told is "i cant help it". Yeah well the next time you all need cigarettes in nicotine withdrawal you should ger get told "i cant help it" callous ass fucking people. Maybe let somebody break your fucking bones and just tell you "I cant help it".

That's how my doctors are treating me now because I went in with severe pain the other day. Their unsaid message besides a referral elsewhere and some junk that i cant even take is basically "suffer you're on your own"😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😤. Son of a bitches.

Why the fuck do they even make pain meds if people who genuinely need them are told no silently?. Its not like im a drug abuser or anything. Idk wtf caused my issue. That'd be different. But im not. Some people kill themselves over pain. It shouldn't be that way. Give them to those in need short term at least. Shit.

Let me break your fucking fingers,bones, arms, etc anything that would be really painful and just tell yall you're fucking on your own SEE HOW YOU FUCKING LIKE IT. I know if my dr felt what I did the other day they'd be crying begging for mercy as I was. Sometimes I hate this world.

And also I know dads fixing to get drunk again so they my fam dont give a fuck about nothing else. Thanks a fucking lot I always get the shit end of the deal with stuff. F m l sometimes it dont pay to even wake up its absolute bullshit.

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