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It's really hard for me not to slit my throat or plunge a knife into my neck
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Try meditate the next time you want to hold a knife? Sometime just sitting quietly can help clear your mind.
ReplyI know the feeling. It f*cking suck, I know. But trust me. It will only get worse if you do. The pain won't go away. You may not feel anything once it's done but everyone you know will want to kick your ass for it. I told my friend I was going to kill myself and she said she'd resurrect me just to kick my ass for checking out early.
I didn't realize what that meant at the time but now I do. I realized it three days after she told me.
The blade is tempting but it doesn't hold the end goal you seek. Instead of releasing pain, it will fill you with physical pain and guilt of abandoning those who may not express it the way you want to but they do care.
People suck at expressing how much they care. But all in all they give a damn. Just ask them.
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