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Ive lost hope in everything. I was raped by my boyfriend about a month ago and then I was raped again last night by a ‘friend’. It was dark and cold and I kept saying no, telling him to stop but he wouldn’t, he was aggressive. He pinned me down and wouldn’t stop. Started strangling me and holding my arms down. A month ago, I was raped by my boyfriend whilst I was sleeping so I couldn’t fight back much but this time I physically tried to fight back so much and now everything hurts. I feel so disgusting and helpless. I just want to disappear.
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Go to the police and report it. Its not healthy to allow these assaults . Don't be scared to speak up and tell someone about it. People will help you and not judge you for it. This isn't your fault and you're not disgusting. What disgusting is the people who did this to you.
You're stronger than that. Seek out for help.
ReplyI agree with them go to the police
ReplyFile charges. What happened to you is not ok. You can heal from this. You're not disgusting and I'm so glad you are talking about your experience. You don't deserve to be abused.
However, you might also want to work to learn more about yourself. This looks like maybe you're connecting with the wrong people, and you might want to know why. That's not to say that the actions of someone else are your fault - they're not - but if you are placing yourself at risk, you may want to make healthier choices in the people you spend time with.
ReplyComing from a girl who's also been raped...
I understand how you feel, you get to the point where you think it's your fault, but it's not!!! Mine was my best friend, well at least I thought he was my best friend. The one thing I can say is speak to someone! It does help I promise. I can't say much on the police front because I didn't go to the police, I was more worried about the people around me and how it would affect them rather than how it would affect me!! You should go the police because you may regret it otherwise, I know I do! I constantly see him around and it brings back so may shitty memories that I wish he was locked up and got what he deserved!!!
ReplyAnybody would want to feel that way after what just happened to you. Have you gone to the police about it?
I understand that you may not think they can help but it's better to do it and see those two get exactly what they deserve for what they did to you.
You can still fight back. Show them that you aren't a piece of meat put on this earth for their gratification. You are a woman and those sick fucks will suffer sooner or later.
I believe in you, I have hope in you.
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