My Mistake

Strict life is what i have, yet i broke the rules just for you. Gave you a part of me that i was never able to let go. I trusted you with every mistake and failures i have been through and even after you told me you loved another when you were sober. I felt sorry for you, i still let you in every day and night. I knew i would not be able to call you mine, yet i kept trying to find hope that was never there. Now i know i should have let go after i got a hint you were not going to stay with me. I was stupid and fell for you false love for me. Every touch from you hurt me in ways i can't explain. I just stayed thinking i was worth changing for, apparently i was no one. Although i know i wont never have you i still miss you and want to believe me and you could work. Sadly it won't ever happen. I'm left with the memories i thought were real.