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When I was little, I was told by someone that if a person really cares about you, he or she will spend the time to break down that barrier or wall you spend so much time building it around you. As time passed, I realised that it was insecurity. As I grew up, I started having issues for not trusting people. I didn’t want others to see my true self, and in the process I started becoming fake. People only wanted to see that happy side of me and in the end they all thought I have zero problems with my life. No one cared, no one asked how was I doing...no one thought I have my own problems. Maybe I hid it too well, maybe the wall I built was so perfect that no one even suspected the real me inside. I spent too much time faking myself that I’m not even sure that it’s okay to be sad anymore. Even if I can hide it for now, can I hide myself for eternity? I’m so insecure, I can’t trust anyone to know that side of me. But at the same time, I fear the sadness I’ll have to endure all by myself...
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It’s okay to be imperfect. Everyone has their flaws. I think you can try opening up to your closest ones like your most trusted friends or even your families. Let them know that you need their support. Remember that everyone has problems so it’s okay to lean on your closest ones for help and advice. No one deserves to fight a lonely battle.
ReplySometimes people build such strong walls that people can't get through the wall enough to know you or care about you.
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