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Lately I've been thinking a lot about "what if I died?", "What would change?", "How would my bf deal with that kind of thing?", "What would my family think about me?". But that's just it. I can't leave because I care too much about how I would effect my loved ones. I'm 18 and a senior in high school I graduate in 1 month and I already feel like I'm not made to go through life. I'm not bullied in anyway and I'm decently popular in this school of 300-500 students. But even with all the positive support of good friends, family, and a significant other of 2 years, I want to end it all just like that. I had gone through depression a few years ago but it creeps up every now and again, but more recent than ever. I want to end this but I don't want to put anyone through the loss of a family member. I just wish no one cared so much so I could follow through with what I feel..
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Talk to a therapist, you are right.. if you died you would impact everyone.. Your life seems successful so I would give another chance.
All Love From Somewhere In Italy :)
ReplyGo to a psychiatrist and tell him this. He will give you medication and your life will change. Trust me.
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