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Have you ever felt that no matter where you may go in life that you may never really find your “home”? Sure, you could get a place to stay, even a nice house somewhere along the line, but to find a place where you feel absolutely comfortable... Well, that doesn’t quite happen to me. Originally, my idea of what this so called Home was, I would reminisce about my childhood and the house I grew up in. Small neighborhood, not picket fence or anything, had a crazy cat lady and about 4 streets. Overall my childhood wasn’t entirely too bad. At the time I was oblivious to some things that are rather obvious now in adulthood. My family was lower class. It wasn’t too bad, but knowing how life is now I could see it being a definite struggle for my parents. My mom worked and my dad stayed home and refused to. My dad also had a drug problem, at one point. (He is clean now). That was my home, though. I have many cherishable memories from that place. Although, after being pulled away from that home and many other crazy happenings ( I might end up blogging about if this goes over well ) I haven’t quite found a place where I felt just right. In recent years, I have more thought about home as a romantic thing. I viewed the person I was with as my home, and my life revolved around them. Their eyes were the windows and their arms were the door welcoming me into their warming embrace. Knowing what I know now, I wish I had taken a moment to see the dirt on the doormat. They were charming, everything I had ever wanted in a person, but never truly found. I was betrayed by this person; I gave them my heart and the crushed it into pieces. Adultery, Gaslighting, and many other things were the downfall. He is still all that I want and I feel I couldn’t be without him, even though sometimes being here is really hard. Sometimes the walls close in on me, and others they just collapse. If you’re reading this, what would you do? Why?
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You have to take care of yourself first.
If you are unhappy you must leave...love or no love.
They say money cannot buy happiness ...well nor can love!
It should never be money at whatever the cost but also not love whatever the cost.
Both things can be healthy when used in the proper way!
Both can be powerful and used in the wrong ways.
Don't let neither control you!
If someone would use either against you....get out now!
ReplyThank you so much for a reply, I really appreciate it. I didn’t mean to make anything sound about money, the thing about being lower class growing up wasn’t too significant I was just briefly going over a few things. Once again, thank you for the comment! You have many good points.
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