Indecision

Indecision is one of the worst feelings. Knowing how badly I want something but having all the "what ifs" in the back of my head, on my shoulders, whispering in my ears and causing me to stand still. I used to jump in with eyes closed because I had confidence that good things would come my way, I had hope. Why do so many of life's experiences try to rob us of that? While I am slowly coming out of a years long low, it is trying to drag me back in with its claws down my back. And here I am hoping for those wings to bat the doubt away and keep me aloft.