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I used to go to school with us girl 7 years ago and we became very close it was love at first sight I fell in love the moment I saw her I had a crush on her and I asked her out one day and she turned me down I thought in my head instead of losing her I wanted to at least be her friend because I saw something special in here and I didn't want to lose that fast forward seven years we talk daily but only recently she was incarcerated she was released in February in my hometown so we were able to go see each other for the first time in 5 years we became very close and our bond grew stronger I'm just a guy that's always had women around him so I feel like I'm more in touch with my emotions and my feelings and other people I was raised by my mother she was raised by her father so we deal with things differently. Fast forward to February of 2018 she was released from jail and I've been seeing her at least once a week ever since she was released are Bond grow Stronger Everyday she was released into a program they gave her 90 days to find a place and ever since then we've been struggling to find a way to move in together into a two bedroom or a one bedroom house I'm a very caring and passionate person I guess I'm just more in touch with my feelings and I thought she knows how to bottle it all up and put it somewhere where no one will find it. Her 90 days in the program are almost up she has 2 weeks left and we were not able to find a place to live together as just friends so just today we were talking and I feel like she is giving up because of her actions she has taken to hang out with the wrong crowd and a few things that she was not supposed to do but I feel like no matter what I tell her no matter what I say she doesn't listen to me I feel like no matter what she is no matter how bad it is I will always love her I feel like she's the one for me but I realize that maybe she isn't I've been keeping a secret from her for 7 years and I have yet to tell her how I really feel like I said I feel like she is giving up today her out date is in 2 weeks but she called me today and she was hanging out with this guy that's not good for her when I say not good I mean he does drugs she's supposed to stay clean until her out date in two weeks it's 2 weeks away and I feel like she is just giving up but I won't I love this girl too much I care about this girl way too much and what I probably should I don't know what's inside of me that lets me wake up every morning and think about it until the moment I go to sleep she's all that's on my mind everyday. And no matter how hard I try to get her out of my head she doesn't leave once she had heard she never left I think she's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my entire life and it hurts because I know that my destiny is not to be with this girl but to be with someone else. Her phone is dead she hasn't called me today I'm worried that she didn't go back to her housing where she supposed to be I think if she actually cared about me she would have made an effort to try to call me and tell me that she's okay but I haven't got that call I stress over the littlest things my family all says I should stay away from her but I can't I feel like I'm drawn to her and I'm supposed to be in her life I don't know what I'm saying anymore I'm lost I'm depressed I'm stressed I'm sad because I feel like she only has 2 weeks left in her program and we were trying to look for a place together but I feel like she's given up she knows and I know that we're not going to be able to find a place in time before her out date she doesn't want to go back home social stay where she's at in the same city and live on the streets if she has two that's what she told me but I would sacrifice everything I have everything I love just to make sure she's okay for the night. if anyone actually reads this whole thing I apologize I'm not good at telling stories I don't know if you can make responses on this website but if you can I would love to hear your opinion on how to deal with the situation if not it's all good only time will tell what would happen thank you
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