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I think the time has come. I'm tired of waking up empty every day and going back to bed empty. I feel cold and nothing feels right. I don't think I deserve anything. I'm the ugliest person I know and everything I do is stupid and unnecessary. I'm better off gone. I'm so attention seeking I can barely stand myself, yet big groups of people talking to me makes me want to vomit. I'm positive people who talk to me only do so because they feel bad. I'm annoying and loud and no one can stand me. My mother doesn't respond to me anymore, she's given up and I know it. I'm tired of disappointing her and getting hit because of it. I'm tired of backward glances and feeling like every whisper is something bad about me. Everything feels pointless. I don't know what to do. I've felt like this for years and have been hoping one-day things might get better but I still feel bleak. No one will listen to me.
This feels selfish but I'm doing this as a last attempt. I know it's disgusting but I need something to stop me from doing something stupid. I want someone to listen
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Replykeep talking dude we'll listen
ReplyAt some point of time, I too felt like this..i had lost all the purposes of life..but then I just didnt give up..i hanged on to it and decided to start evrythng all over again..and rebuild myself into a new one,this time far stronger..and trust me now I feel like I'm the happiest person living now..i overcame all my fears , insecurities and evrythng that tried to stop me !
Just keep confronting..and emerge stronger each time!
That's life!
ReplyWe're here, I promise you that. The only thing I can say is, think of all the things that you are not gonna be able to accomplish, not gonna be able to do, everything seems so pointless right now but it will get better I pray that it will because you don't deserve to feel like this everyone deserves to feel special god does not want you to give up now, some people who care does not want you to give up now, just forget about everything just stay still for a while you are more than this so much more than what you are feeling right now.
ReplyOne of the most important things you need to know is, you are not alone. I have been having the exact same thoughts. My mother every single day makes me feel worthless, ugly, useless and dumb. Everything I do is wrong and the only way I was able to let my anger out is by cutting myself. But after all this time I noticed, that we are not the only ones. There are so many people that feel this way, empty, alone and hopeless but you need to remember that when you go out to the world on your own and just be you, everything can change in a split-second. Don't kill yourself, there is still so much more out there. Don't hang out with people who make you feel depressed, think they are better than you. Hang out with the people that listen to you and accept you for who you are. Go to places you never thought you would go to, go sky-diving, bungee-jumping and find the love of your life. Get married have kids and tell them the stories about the world you have experienced. Trust me, even if you think you're better off gone, there is always someone who doesn't want you to be gone and you don't want to hurt that person do you?
ReplyI would be hurt if you did
ReplyI'm listening. I'm probably as old as your mother, but I'm listening. I'm not giving up on you. You can talk to me. I'll listen to you.
ReplyYou just lack self-confidence, don't end your life...When people laugh, I feel like they are laughing at me..that is how much I need confidence. You will get better, just wait, things change.
Reply"Here in the dark, I feel like I'm falling
voices and visions pulling me down
I need you to help me escape from this ocean
I need you to stop me from learning to drown"
'Sheltering Sky' by Threshold
ReplyYou should be humble be happy.there are people who love you .go make some friends and if u want something better.i can also help you out.Add me on snapchat:nottyguy123
Lets be friends.and dont do any stupid things
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