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I wish i had the courage to still talk to you, but there are so many reasons why I can't. Sure there's a lot of stuff from the past between us, but the real reason I can't just approach you and clear the air is...well, I'm still in love with you...
I've tried everything to get over you, but at the end of the day, a substitution isn't any healthier than the real thing. You're probably over me by now... but every time you're near me, I perk up a little to look cooler...or something stupid like that.
That time that I had to teach you how to play Marimba at Drumline practice was more lovely than it probably was for you. I had a nervous tingle like a million butterflies every time you'd speak or meet eye-contact. The best part of all was when you'd nail that part that you stressed about and smile all big and cheesy. You probably noticed that I loved that by how I blushed and grinned like an idiot. It was just so cute. Yeah, I had to act all serious like a Mallet Captain, but a lot of the time I would say such stupid things, or couldn't utter a phrase because I was nervous, just to speak to you more than I ever had the confidence to.
I truly miss everything we used to have. The warmth of your tight embrace, the small kisses on my face that made me dizzy, and especially lying my head on you after being exhausted from many insomnia-ridden nights. But if I could, I would go back and change all of the stupid little mistakes that you likely don't even remember. I know I was stupid, and inexperienced. You were the first person in this town to show me kindness. Regardless of how much I want what we had back, if I could make any wish for us, it would just be to be able to talk to you again...
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