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Setting the record straight due to the trolls posting irrelevant and untrue subject matter
It's annoying the crap outta me so I'll set the record straight about this particular ex-friend of mine and the real situation of our current relationship now
OK so I'm not heartbroken, I'm not madly in love with him, I'm not acknowledging how fucking brilliant he is of a person nor am I regretting past mistakes and kicking myself for losing him from my life now that he's a better person who once was in love with me...and I'm definitely not acknowledging that "she" is better for him than me blah blah blah
So any of that shit sounding familiar on this site then it's trolls at work
Here is my current feelings about him, his new 'gf'and mine and his past relationship together
This is directed at both him and her and any of their fruitcake friends who are directly responsible for trolling to get a response out of me
My feelings on the matter are this:-
First off, we no longer talk to each other directly, and because this entire situation is fast getting on my nerves lately I'll speak truthfully to him so there's no misunderstanding
I'm not heartbroken over him, not depressed over him, and even though, yes I'm sad there's no friendship or anything left between us... I'm not the blubbering mess like its made out I am on here, no where near it
Yes I used to love him intensely in the past as apparently he also did me back then years ago, the situation isn't the same, he's not the same person as he used to be and Im not either so my current feelings are not the same :-
I love him for one reason only - he is that part of my past I will always cherish and hold on simply because I was at my happiest at that time in life...he was the sole reason why and I'll never forget it
He has changed, and the person who I adored and who brought so much happiness to my life once before, is no longer the same person and who he is now, I can't relate to anymore
We have nothing in common like we once used to and even though I've tried to salvage some kind of friendship between us, it hasn't happened and sadly there is nothing left but a few resentful reasons to hate each other and a past that was too good to be true
Fuck yes I'm sad, Ive lost the closest connection I've had with someone else for many years and it's taken a long time for me to accept his part in my life is over forever
I accept it now, I'm ready to go my own way and let him go his.
I don't care that he is happy with someone else and at the moment I'm not
I like being single, and having room to breathe for myself and even though I really miss loving someone in my life, it doesn't bother me that I haven't found THE love of my life yet and it's not going to devastate me if I never do find THE ONE
I sincerely miss him...i miss the closeness I once had with him. I miss his personality and of course I must miss the happiness I once had but I know I'll never feel that happy again with him
It is, for all intents and purposes regarding us, completely over and I have accepted it with many stumbles and much pain along the way of late.
I don't hate him, but I can look at this person I was once truly in love with and I can recognize that he is not that person anymore...my feelings are disappearing as I speak and I know deep down in my heart that I'm ready to let him go forever
I will always love him to a certain degree and I'll certainly never ever forget him but I can let him go from my life and harbour no ill will towards him at this time
It hurts still but it's a pain I can handle without it doing any real damage to my head or my heart
I wrote this mainly for him...i want him to know where i stand and I want him to bear no guilt or store any sadness away which could set back his moving forward in life
I want him to know that I wouldn't want to go back and experience that level of happiness with anyone else but him and if I ever get the chance to be that happy again in the future, I want him to know that the guy would need to be damn near perfect to ever make me as happy as he did
Lastly I want him to know that he is irreplaceable to me and no-one could or will ever take his place in my heart
I want him to know that he is an
amazing person, he truly is and I will always think he is beautiful, inside and out
I want him to know that I love him but he is now free to move on with his life and he is strong enough to live without my interference
He is strong enough for anything
I take my hat off and bow to him and say this final "goodbye"
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