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I feel like my family hate me. To be honest I kind of hate them but every time I think that I hate myself a little more. My family isn't in a difficult place financially. I go to a good school and my life at home is perfectly fine but I still hate my life. All I ask myself is that how can I hate my life when there are people out there suffering a hundred times worse than I am so how can I think that? I don't understand. Sometimes I just want to run away and it sounds so stupid but I actually do. I don't really know what I'm doing on here I just wanted to rant my feelings. If you're reading this then thank you I guess?
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i understand. for me nothing feels the same way as it used to. i dont know about you but i cant find happiness in "normal" things. if you know what i mean.
my advice is to try new things, even if theyre just small. do something for yourself, nobody else
ReplyDon't worry xx
ReplyI have a lot of similar feelings that you do. This did help in a strange yet very impactful way. So Thank You for that.
ReplyYou're not the first in your position to feel this way. And you answered your own question it seems... You see the struggles in the world around you and can't empathize with them. There's no visceral activity or meaningfulness in your day to day and you resent your family for that somewhat. The only way to feel the pain and grow is by bringing it onto yourself.
I'm sure your family wants whats best for you, but ultimately you're the only one who can figure that out.
My advice would be to stay away from alcohol, read some Bukowski, learn an instrument maybe?
For the rest of your life you'll remember yesterday and plan for tomorrow, so be sure to make what you can of the moment.
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