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So yeah, by the title you already know, it's getting overwhelming. I tried to brush his voice off, until I realize that I've been drawing, continuously without actually realizing this, him, choking the other version of him. This character has two voices in my head, a normal, kind and friendly voice, and a hyper, energetic, and psychotic side. Totally two different personas in a way. Normally, I like both of them, but recently, I hate the psycho one. I keep drawing him, choking the "good" version of himself, with a smile on the psychos face. What the hell is happening to me?! I feel his hands always at my throat, even though he is just in my mind...right? He's in my mind only right? God I feel scared. He keeps trying to persuade me to take over, I say no, and he gets upset. A vicious cycle. The other voices in my head tell me that we have to talk to him head on, and they are right. They are also worried about him too. I feel kinda helpless though because he isn't a physical being. But, I'll try to talk to him.
The next time I write on here, I'm going to let one of my voices take over, only because I think he has a better way of explaining. No, it's not the psycho, it's someone else. I hope whoever can help me will stick by. At least....stay with me in my sanity...haha.
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This must be tiring. Thank you for sharing! I'm here to talk about it if you're interested. What would you like to talk about?
ReplyI'd like to talk about how to calm this voice down. He's never acted like this before and I can't figure out what triggered his new behavior.
ReplyAlso, thanks for sticking by me. I appreciate it.
ReplyYou're welcome :) just wanted to let you know I'm still here, and I'll be back tonight. Just got to work. Talk to you soon!
ReplyAlright. Thanks
ReplyBefore we talk about that, please explain to me these people/voices. Like what do they say, what happens, does it sound like your voice, or does it seem like it's other people speaking?
ReplySo each person has a different voice, not of my own. They are like my friends in my loneliness, even though i am a social person anyways. Each person is their own, and i think i manifested their personas from real life people because, well, they were nice and also cool in my mind, and i have no real life friends with those personalities
ReplyThey are actually quite nice.....normally
ReplyLike I mentioned, my trusted voice will probably post, not sure if you'll catch him to talk.
ReplyI think it would be worthwhile to work on developing friendships with real life people and less with the thought personalities. It will be a lot more rewarding that way. Of course people are flawed and no one person has a perfect combination of traits, but that's just how it is. When did you notice these thought personalities come up? Like how many days, months, years ago?
ReplyThey started a long time ago, about 11 or 12. I have a lot of real life friends as well as these voices, but my friends have been less engaging with me.
ReplyThen try to engage with them :) That, and maybe find new hobbies, or continue your old ones. The less time you have to let these voices speak, the more time you have to live and enjoy your life. What do you like to do for fun?
ReplyDraw, sing, play piano and such. I think...damian posted something on here...yeah he did. He named it Hi...X
Wow...he really explained it than I ever could. I'm glad I have him still
ReplyJust found it and read it. It does explain more, you're right. I want to know about your life before the voices. Give me a brief run through of you, family, activities, from baby until now. Understanding is quite important to know how to be able to help.
ReplyWell, I was a brave child, very bubbily. I still am bubbily, but brave is 50/50. I was tough as nails until a large daddy long legs came into my life. That ruined my toughnest. I am diagnosed with ADHD, and have been taking medication ever since. I like meeting people, and try to when I get the chance. I was bullied around the time of my diagnosis and people thought of me weird and odd. I could easily remember my dreams vividly, without a second guess, if they were important to my life. I love kids, and have been really good with them, ages from 5 to 11. I think I started to get paranoid when I had this one specific dream, thinking people were out to get me, and that's where August stepped in, telling me that it was all in my head. I forgot about him later on in life, till I watched a specific scene online that drove me to him once more. Skip a few years and 2015 to 2016 came about where I discovered Damian, a tall, dark haired, handsome guy with the smartness and wits. He helped me think a lot more clearly. That was around the time Jack appeared to. He had green floofy hair and bright blue eyes, cute guy I suppose. He was bubbily and creative and full of life, more energetic, and more hyper than I am. These three voices helped me through my life, and kept my sanity where it should be, until obviously recently.
ReplySo yeah, theres my life story
ReplyI'm here, just at work. Will respond once I'm home :)
ReplyI have something to tell you about. It's going to seem totally totally unrelated, but I have good reason to believe it could be helpful. Hear me out, and tell me your typical meals in a day. Breakfast, lunch, supper
ReplyI don't normally eat breakfast because I had a stomach bug problem for awhile that made me nauseous. Lunch I normally have a sandwich of some kind, and for dinner it's always something new. Pasta, steak, hotdogs, etc
ReplyThanks. So recently, I read a book, and when the people followed what the author said, their cholesterol went down, heart disease went away, and a whole bunch of other amazing things. It's almost unbelievable, but the same happened for virtually all of his patients. He says there are extremely powerful chemicals in plant foods made to protect us against a wide variety of things. If you can, I encourage you to read it. It's called Eat to Live (revised edition) by Dr. Joel Fuhrman. When we are experiencing issues, whether physical or mental, a lot of them happen because our body is crying out for nutrition. We can't function properly without it. Here's something to start with, he also has a YouTube video called 3 Steps to Incredible Health. It's an hour long, so if you need to break it up, that's fine. His book and video really inspired me, and I hope it does for you too.
In the meantime, you mentioned things are happening differently now than usual. One of the voices. What is it?
ReplyThanks for the advice. I'll definitely go try it out.
The thing that's different is that Jack is becoming obsessive, and I've been recently seeing figures in the corners of my eyes when there is nothing there. It's really strange and I'm not sure why he's doing this. It's freaking me out.
ReplyI appreciate you telling me, and I will help to the best of my ability. What a scary situation! With this being said, have you ever talked to a professional about this, such as a psychologist? I really encourage you to, and I'd love to help you find resources to do this. He or she would be able to work with you to remedy this. You must realize this is an issue going on in your mind, and as real as it looks, there is not a physical person there. It's scary! I love learning about the brain and mind, and I know the things our mind can come up with makes it seem extremely real. If you'd like to email me, it's 1whocares123@gmail.com. Whether you choose to email is up to you, but in any case, let's get this taken care of effectively. You can't do it on your own, and that's ok! Humans are meant to be supportive to those in need. I'm in need of help too, just for other things.
ReplyThanks. I love the mind and brain and such, I actually want to be a psychologist. The mind is such an interesting thing.
ReplyI appreciate that you are sticking by me.
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