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Lately I haven’t been feeling like myself. Really I am the person to blame for myself feeling like this bc I did something dumb. The day after 4/20 a couple of my friends and I decide to do some weed brownies. Everything was fine at first and then about 2 hr or so in I had a panic attack. I kept it to myself and tried to calm myself down. I decided to just go to sleep and shake everything off. The next morning I woke up around 6 I was dizzy and felt like I needa to throw up. I couldn’t focus at all almost felt as though I was still high and that made me annoyed and wanted to cry bc I just wanted it to be over. Later that day I woke up felt a little better but off. The days contuined I went to class and everything was the same for the most part. I went to my psy class this one day and people were presenting their topics that we learned in class. This one group pick a mental illness topic and for some reason I didnt want to hear what they were saying. I felt like I was scared of what they were saying and if some of the things they were saying were applying to me. After day I forgot what they were saying and contuined I’m with my regular days. I went to my class took my finals and I did well. However I still felt off but I’d always say to myself before I’d go to sleep is tomorrow you feel better and what happen that night you’ll soon forget. I just kept telling myself this and that when I get home everything will back to normal. But then everything started to hit once it was time to leave. I remember google distorted reality because it felt as though I wasn’t truly awake. When it came time to come home I remember feeling like I wasn’t really home. I felt as though I didn’t belong. I felt like I was just going thru the motions. I feeling like that panic attack did some damage to me or something. Even today I still don’t feel like myself I look around I feel out of place and alone. I truly wish I could go back in time and undo what I did.
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ReplyYep. You had a bad trip. It happens. It will pass. Depending on how much weed, the potency of it and how it was prepared will determine how long it takes to get out of system. No need to freak out or be concerned. Give it about a month. Drink plenty of water.
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