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I dont want to do it anymore, but I want it to happen naturally. I dont want to the one who gave up but I want something to happen so that I dont have to do this whole existence thingy anymore but I dont want it to be my fault. Does anybody understand where i'm coming from. I'm so pathetic and lonely.
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With freedom comes responsibility. You're saying that you want freedom from existence without responsibility. That's not really how it works. You don't just get an exit whenever you want one without taking responsibility for making the exit.
Replyim not going to do it because I dont want to be responsible for it because feel guilty if I would be reposible, but I want something to happen naturally so that I leave this world but with my death being labelled as 'accidental death' and not 'suicide'
ReplyRight. You want what you want, but you don't want to accept the responsibility for what you want.
ReplyI mean, in a way, yes
ReplySo since you're not willing to make it happen - which is good - you might as well put your energy into something more productive than wishing. Maybe into creating a better life.
Replyi'm trying to but I feel like I have zero motivation or energy to do anything. Being productive and happy in life seems like such a far fetched thing. I want to start playing the guitar tho and i'm going to start wearing makeup in summer. I just finished reading a book so that was a positive distraction you could say...
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