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These words I write come from an unfamiliar place. A thousand words I could use but crushing and unyielding are the two that are the most prominent. I don't see a way out from the darkness that's been building for months. I feel numb. Empty. They say when one door closes another one open. I'm seeing each one slam shut yet I struggle so hard to see another opening. How long will this take? I feel so low and beaten. Is there not a single salvation? With whom do I confide in? 21 years I've lived and already wish it were over. It can't be too bad on the other side, can it? It's just a phase, surely. It'll pass.... some when. Or will it? Will I be left to the crushing nothingness? I'm so alone here, there is no one coming to the rescue. I feel like everyone says it gets better like they're harnessed and a safety net wavers underneath them, promising to catch them if they fall. Where is my harness? If I fall, will my net catch me?
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i feel exactly the same, and i would like to say to i've made it that i feel better, but i can't so i won't. i can say tho that you are not alone and you can get trough this
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