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It's been a year or so since I really started to get conscious about the state in which my life is in. I'm 27 now and after have studied for 20 years, worked for many companies and attempted to start my business I find myself completely lost, hopeless and lacking motivation and inspiration to get up again and start all over, because I can not see any reason for that.
Lots of dreams, goals, expectations and desires were left behind after reality had kicked in and covered them with traumas, disappointments, illnesses, stress and all sorts of failures. The feeling of not being good enough in anything, of not being able to "get it right" in anything, of not being capable of building the life once I wished to myself and the ones I love is overwhelming and I sense it getting over me slowly every single day I wake up and wish I don't.
I wasn't like that years ago. By my beginning 20's I still were very ambitious, happy and confident about my capacity to build an autonomous life. However now, 7 years later, I see myself trapped in cycle of self-destructive thoughts and beliefs that's been hard to get out of.
I thought therapy was able to help me, but after 7 months and not so sure anymore. The daily problems accumulate and I feel less and less energetic to deal with them.
My inner self does not want to give up on life and I don't want to find myself in depression. I'd love to feel that energy and faith of my teens again, but frankly, as the days go by, every single morning when I open my eyes the last thing I want is to get up, for I don't see any glimpse of light that is worth following.
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Hang in there. Have you tried to talk to some people that you trust? Hang in there. Let yourself rest, you are not a failure. you are planned and life is just a shit to you recently. beat it back, you can do it, you can be victorious again. hang on, hold on.
ReplyThere must be something you are passionate about. If you are feeling overwhelmed then maybe take a break. Take a retreat and try to regain yourself and surround yourself with friends and family. I think you're unhappy and it might not be a bad idea to figure out why.
Hopefully you can snap out of this.
ReplyRead the first two sentence it's fear of the unknown fear of no support just do it
Get up to your new business your new job
I did it open 9 years today
Keep going
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