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I am so upset right now. I had such a bad test. I never scored so low that the marks went negative. I am crying like hell. I stay away from my home in a city where I came for entrance exam preparations. I am so sad and feeling so deppressed. I am fearing from opening that chapter and practicing it again. There is fear in my mind and question that,"Would I be able to?". My parents, relatives, friends etc everyone expect something very nice from me. I have less time now. I scored so bad that I am unable to concentrate on my further studies now. My last experience here in Novni was very nice. I was privileged that many nice people around the World consoled me when the situation was so bad and I couldn't tell that to my mom. I am depressed and don't want to tell this to my parents coz they would get worried about me and that will only make me more guilty. I have no one who can ask me that how I feel from my core heart. That how I am actually. I was always there for those people but when it's their turn to ask me I have no one. In my life, I have only experienced "being used". Everyone remembers me only for some use. How should I stop people using me? How should I concentrate again? How should I get through this fact that actually there is no one for me who can understand me and ask me that how I am. Coz sometimes the only concern of someone asking about our well being is enough for us to get normal and happy and forget whatever happened.
Thanks for reading this. I am feeling a bit lighter as I wrote everything. The one who reads it, to them I wish a very nice day. I am so happy that you actually read that by giving your precious time. Coz of you people, world gets better. Thnx a lot.
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What did you score so badly on? Hey, remember, sometimes those low scores are good - because they show you what you need to work harder on!
ReplyI hope your depression fades away, I know how you are feeling. It's ok, don't stress out. It was just a test, I also got a 0% on one of my test before, my highest is 30% LOL. But don't stress out, you worry about your grades, so that's good to hear. At least it wasn't an exam or something, if you don't wanna tell your parents so don't tell them. I hope all goes well, this feeling won't last forever and you'll eventually forget about it. :)
ReplyLife is a long road.
It isn't the end of the world to fail at something.
It's part of the clock-work! :)
Someday, you'll look back at this and just smile, I'm sure of it.
Just do your best again next time.
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