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Do thoughts matter? Honest opinion, because they are just that, thoughts. I tend to be awake past the norm for most people. I donno if that means I have insomnia, but I tend to be up longer than most people would. For example, my roommates are sound asleep and I'm the only one awake. I'm willing to guess the brews have something to do with it.
Being alone isn't a big deal for me. Ive been alone my whole life and it honestly isn't something new. I usually wake up after a night of debauchery and don't feel much different despite the texts from strangers.
Guess that's the point of familiarity, its knowing what is the norm. I've been there before. If you have, lemme know.
I'm quite a few brews deep and alone so excuse my texts. I am currently listening to music, so it dictates what I write.
Hope you dont mind a story.
I'm listening to music i havent heard since I was young. I remember a concert. I am juming to the sound of the beat. People around me are also lost in the moment, likewise so am I. There's a girl next to me, throughout the concert we make eye contact and smile. I just so happen to be lucky enough to be next to her all the while we lose ourselves in the music. Eventually we aren't just jamming, we're looking at each other and singing. I'm not the best choice in a mate so I was surprised when she leaned in for a kiss during the more intimate parts of this concert. I didn't have a problem. I kissed her back with as much passion as I could muster. She smiled back and I felt we had made a connection. As the concert we tend to make eye contact.
When the concert ended and we went our separate ways, I wondered if maybe this girl was just a product of the overactive emotions I had felt. I didn't even know her name and she was immediately lost in the crowd. Despite my attempts I couldn't find her. It made me realize something.
We live in moments and if we decide a moment is a moment we shouldn't hate ourselves over moments lost. That's what defines us. Who would i be if I had pursued that girl I had met in the chaos, I definitely wouldn't be the guy typing these posts.
I guess what I'm trying to say is do what you feel you should. You're actions define you and never be afraid to pursue those actions.
Cheers and blessings of the moon on your journey.
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Wow I have to something to say to you as a friend who really deeply cares
about you, it sounds like to me she does that to every guy no girl in her right mind is going to kiss a strange guy she don't know sweetheart in less she has done it a dozen times or her friend bet her to do it or pressured her into it,
Honey I ain't never kissed anyone in my life, and you ain't going to see me kiss a stranger either it will be with someone I love not some dude I meet at a concert, I'm saying this with Love, I think she played you. But if the moment brings you good memories then so be it and if not then it is a lesson learned,
ReplyThanks for the kind albeit passionate words. I wish I could say I agree but I can't. I've been to many gatherings and ive seen many people doing things without even knowing eachothers names. I guess thats what they mean when they say the passion of the moment.
Its times like these where things like relationships and love dont matter. No one cares about tomorrow when they are in the heat of the moment.
For me, this random girl was in the moment and so was I. We were drunk on the atmosphere of the concert. Everyone around us were singing and dancing so loudly you couldn't even hear yourself think. Like I said. Love and relationships had no place in the heat of the moment.
I donno what shes like and I won't judge her either, she kissed me and I had no problem, it takes two to tango. Besides, what did she have to gain from kissing me? I doubt she played me, what would be the point? Anyway that's my 12 cents on the matter.
Cheers and blessings of the moon on your journey.
ReplyWow beautiful,
I just care about you thats all I just don't want you getting your feelings hurt.
ReplyI still adore you,
and your writings are still beautiful as ever,
ReplyMy feelings are a lot stronger than they were back then. Don't worry about me, ill be alright. Besides, if I'm not ill be sure to let you know.
ReplyAwwwweeee you are just perfect, you know that got a kind soul for mankind Beautiful too wow I'm amazed,
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