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Me. I’m selfish. And I wish I could joke about it with anyone I know, but they’d look me dead in the eye and tell me,
“I know you are,”
I’ve dug myself into a hole. Everyone can view me, laying there. Still greedy, I can’t stay in my own grave most likely. I’d try to beg and climb up, because I’m selfish.
My actions became too self-centred. This “self-healing” took control of me; or that’s the only thing I could place my excuses on. I focused on myself too much I didn’t see anyone else. It’s funny. This isn’t just karma, or even a lesson. It’s more than that. That’s my image now. Because no one wants to talk to me ever again.
And now I’m willowing away in my own grave. I feel great, because I’m selfish, and because it’s the only thing I’ll carry with me.
Shame. I want to tell my family this. I want to speak to them again, apologise a million times and repent at their feet. It’s too late. Shame.
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You're selfish. Why does that attribute have a negative connotation to you? Because society has successfully ingrained that nonsense in your mind? Nothing is inherently positive or negative. Your thoughts control your mindful interpretation and subsequently your feelings.
You are a human being, struggling to find your inner peace and happiness. You have EVERY RIGHT to be selfish. Focus on yourself, and when you feel selfish for it, focus on yourself some more. I promise you, you have nothing to feel guilty or ashamed of. You are more than enough of a reason to be selfish and look out for your own well-being.
ReplySome families are even more selfish together than the individual thats having trouble with them...I wiped my family because I finally saw their true colours after my mother died and to say the least, I removed myself from their selfish heartless ways
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I would not care if they died tomorrow and for me to say something like that and mean it, should tell you just what type of people they are right off the bat
If you are indeed selfish maybe remove yourself from them and NEVER suck up to them, you're not lower than them but by all means apologise if you're in the wrong but if they don't accept or turn their backs then deal with the outcome by moving on with your life because you don't need them
I hate my families guts and have done for over 20 years, some are dead now but the hate is still there
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