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Hello , I’m a young woman , I’m 20 and I’m a student . I chose this site to share (anonymously ) my story with you , hoping that I would make me feel better , and maybe raise awareness and help others . As I said I’m a student , I study hard , just passed my 2nd year and now I’m officially a third year student in medical school. Although i worked so hard to get into this school , and even harder to keep up with the studies and to pass my exams , my parents still are not proud of me , at least that’s what they make me feel like . I would say it mostly cane from my mother ,who tries all the time to get my father against me (she s my biological mother btw) no matter what I do it’s mever enough , I would get good grades stay at home be a good girl never go to parties or drink or smoke or do anything people at my age do , I would help at home and do everything she demands ,and still , she d find a way to yell at me and to argue with me , and to beat me , yes , to get her hand on me , I would like to remind you that I’m a 20 years old woman , and I’m still living this nightmare (I wouldn’t approve either child abuse but in out Arabic background it’s common to try educating you child using violence if they don’t obey ) ,moving to another chapter of the story , my brother , he was the rebellious kid , he always had bad grades , school ne cheachers would always complain about his bad attitude and him being juvenile. He graduated last year from a private engineering school and still , he didn’t find a job , he travelled all around Europe Morocco and had the greatest year of his life , not helping at home at all ,bringing only troubles , and still , he s their favorite child . It is not about jealousy , being jealous is a thing , feeling unfair is an other colpetely différent thing . I feel left out , abandoned. I feel like them permitting me to live under their roof is just a favor they re making me , I feel like a stranger among my family . I thought about running away , finding a job , and living alone far away from this negativity and injustice, i wrote here seeking for help , i know that there are people going through the same thing and i would like to know wether my decision is the right thing to do or not , guide me please I feel so lost , thank you for reading .
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Hi, sorry for the pain you are going through. What ever happens do not loose hope. Going into medical school is like a dream for most people which you acheived. Try focussing your pain or anger on your studies. Once you acheive that no one can stop you. I hope you excel in whatever field you are going.
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