missing sunshine

Where are you? What are you doing now? Have you eaten yet?

How's life? I hope you doing good all the time. Because I always pray for you. Even our Religion is totally different.

Did you know? I really hate you. You leave me just like that. After all this time we were together. I still wondering why you leave me. It is so sudden. You start to disappear for no reason. Even though you already know that I really love you. You slowly don't have time to go out with me. Even we were always chatting. And then, you slowly disappear from my chat.

No calls, No morning text, No more remind me to eat and pray.

Did you know. All this time, I always wait for you. And maybe I will always wait for you. I love no one but you. You are the sunshine of my life.

I know that we were born really in different background. Different Ethnicity, different tribe, different race, different tradition, and different religion. I know too, that our ethnicity had riot decades ago.

I am the majority and you are minority. Is that why you and your family starting to stay away from me?

I know that most people around us, didn't support our cross ethnicity' love. But I never believe them. Because I believe in God and my heart. My heart always choose you.

I really hate you, but I really really love you.

I will wait for you till the time is come, will you do the same?

I love you sunshine

I miss you sunshine