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Dear Babe,
Even though you may not see it as us dating, I do. We have been talking non stop for 6 months now and gone on numerous dates, babe I think its time we call it what it is and say we are dating. I know your scared and worried about your daughter and her reaction and everything, but the truth is kids are easy, you set the tone and they will follow where you lead. If you are fine eith it and she sees how happy you are (and you are) she will do the same.
I want to tell you how I really feel but I think it may be too early. In the past I have felt strongly and vocalized it early and its fallen apart right after. Some days I don't care, some days I do, but here it is whether you are ready to day it or not or even know if you feel it, I am falling in love with you more and more each day. I have almost said I love you at least 5 times since July, and I stopped myself each time because I don't want to scare you away. For the first time in my life I love someone who is stable, knows and understands what I am going through and that I feel comfortable in my own skin with and I don't want to ever screw that up.
There is plenty we dont know about each other yet, but I am willing to open up to you tell you it all if you promise you won't hurt me. I do not actively think you will hurt me, but because of everything I have been through that always stupid thought is in the back of my head attempting to escape its drawer sized cell. I want you to know the biggest reason I chose to take Spanish in college this year was you so that I could talk to you in your native tongue.
The nights I spend with you are amazing. It feels right and I feel safe, and it feels somewhat like it is meant to be. I know I hate that cheesy stuff but when we fall asleep next to each other on those nights while we attempt to watch whatever movie we are feels like we just put the girls to bed and are spending time together. For the first time in my life this feels real, the nights we've had so far have been most of the best nights i have ever had. Actually, barring my daughter being born and my 21st birthday (for those reading this my 21st bday came first my daughter was born a few months after my 22nd bday) they were the best nights of my life. They were also some of the best nights of sleep I have ever gotten.
You asked me once what I thought about you, and here is my answer. You are a great man, a wonderful role model for both 9f our girls, a devited and loving father, an amazing person with the best personality, and a fun-loving fun person to be around and I cant wait to see what our future holds and to continue to get to know each other better and start to build a life together. Most of all I cannot wait till I can say this to you in Spanish fluently.
Anyway I just wanted to let you know how I felt. I love you.
love,
Jessie Mae
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