My Unsent Letter

Dear Mohit,

You just said you me , that you are not free like me and have spare time to talk to me and thats why you dont call me because i dont let you go !

I couldnt say anything to that and was quietly listening to you .

Thousands of thoughts crossed my mind in that moment and i felt sad all of a sudden .

I am trying to adjust as per your convenience , wait for you , is it too much to ask to be wanna be able to spend time with you ?

You make promises to me that you dont even remember ,leave it fulfilling the same .

I am always cursing myself to not getting use to it or letting you go , letting you do wtever u want and not care because clearly you are not coming back and we are never gonna go back to where we were once .

Your circumstances have changed you but i am still standing at the same bus stop where the bus is never gonna arrive .

Piece of advice to myself please move on , get back to reality where things are not the same anymore and never will be . You have everything you need . You dont need him . You need to change and stop obsessing over him , its clearly pissing him off .