What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
I often wonder why I was the one sperm that made it. Why am I here, who wants me here? I'm nothing but looks. It's all I'm good for. No one ever sees past my looks, they don't see me for me. I've done this so many times. And I hate myself even more because I knew better! I shouldn't have joined, but I did! If I could go back In time, I would change everything. I would fix what I've done! I'm so mad at myself.. I hate myself... I'm sick of doing this! I just want to sleep, and cry! I want a hug but no one wants to hug me back. I'm not a slut, I'm not a toy that can be passed around but after it's happend so much I begin to think that I am. Do I deserve better? Because it doesn't feel like it. I sit here on my bed and I don't want to move ever again. No matter how hard I try it's never enough. NO matter who I am I'm always gonna be judged. So why was I put here? I aint no Beyonce, I cant sing. I'm not smart.I can't do much, why am I here?
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
Bye for now.
I've been thinking of deactivating my facebook account for quite some time now. At last!!! I deactivated my account, just now.. Reason? I love you fb however fo...
-
Like a closed book
Strange it is, That we are always With people, Day and into night, Our lives do not touch Each other, Neither do our eyes Who seldom meet each gaze Wi...
I know the feeling but trust me, people want you around. If nobody can get past how you look on the outside then they don't deserve to see the person you are on the inside. I know its difficult right now, I do, but you just have to push through it. You will find someone who appreciates who you are on the inside as well as out. If you ever need to talk to someone, please feel free to reach out to me.
ReplyI wonder what you had joined in but you need not to tell me. Don’t ever say that you just have your looks. Probably, you’re right. But no one’s ever need to be so dang smart. If you can think fine and make sound decisions and you don’t want to hurt people you are good. Looks is an asset. Some even put you down and tell you this is what you will always be, someone who is Just beautiful outside. Don’t believe them. Always remember that you can always work to be better. Use your asset wisely. If you make a quick research, people with good looks tend to land on better jobs or make better money out of decent works because they are pleasing to the eyes which seemed more trustworthy.
People are going to say what they want. We cannot control that. But what you think about yourself is either going to make or break you. Don’t put yourself down too much. Focus on working yourself to be better. Even trying to smile or always being optimistic is a step towards the change you wanted. I hope I helped you in some way.
Believe me, I have also put myself down too many times. I hated myself my body even my brain. It was hard to keep me from depressive thoughts but I have been working on it. I have been trying to always have a positive outlook in life. I thought if I stay sad and worrying how pathetic I am, nothing’s really going to happen. Which is such a waste. Rather spend it to better myself. You can do the same for you dear.
Reply