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Just "broke up" with my best friend of 8 years. Well we didn't "break up" but he caused me to avoid him. He is just disrespectful sometimes and I demand respect in my personal relationships. If someone doesn't respect me and causes me distress even in the slightest then why do I give them the time of the day.
I think he has been trying to get back with me. I don't know if he's noticed, but he must've since we used to spend our nights at his store and hang out there, but now I've stopped going for over a week, especially when he's there. I do still talk to him online sometimes and act normally when we meet, but I am clearly avoiding him.
I will not lie or pretend that I'm not avoiding him, and if he asks I will be 100% honest with him, especially since during the last argument we had I made it clean that I was mad and I told him exactly what I was mad about. I am done lying and pretending not to be angry whenever he decides to just scratch our plans last minute and go do something else.
My main issue is that I am having to face little daily "PTSD" moments. Well calling them PTSD is quite extreme, but that's the most similar thing I can think of. It happens every few hours when I would remember something that happened that causes me anger and get flashbacks that make me angry and stressed like I am reliving those moments.
I wish I could just move forwards and forget everything, but I am only human and I have to deal with all of this anger and disappointment.
Just thought I'd get it off my chest that's all.
Thank you for your time.
Cheers.
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