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Life is hard for me. Ever since I was little I always wanted a dad. And when my mom would get rely mad at me she would smack me and ask do you want me to leave you at your dads and I would say no but in the inside I saw saying yes please get me away from her. I am the middle child and I get blamed for everything and u just cant take it anymore. This is what I am going to do. Stop eating at home as much as possible. Keep distance from everyone that I think hates me. Sometimes I look up and as good why me just kill me already no one loves me. Or I make a plan to run. Or i try to hurt myself without no one knowing. Everything in my life is difficult I moved to different schools to different states. I miss everything and everyone. Plz help
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Okay. Let's breathe deeply for a bit. Get all of that stressful, anxiety jitters out and approach this both logically and emotionally. You're obviously having issues with your mother which is very understandable. Honestly, I'm not very close with my mother either because of things she has said to me that have left scars. I even call her "mother" instead of "mom" or "mama" because "mother" is more distant. I'm not close to either of my parents. And I'm a middle child as well. So I understand what you're going through with everything always being blamed on you. I would say that it would definitely be good to get out of the house more and distant yourself from your family. But don't stay too distant. Family is supposed to stick together. Although, sadly, that isn't always the case. I suggest going out more and making more friends. Don't distance yourself from everyone. It'll just make things worse. Trust me. You need friends. And I understand that you think everyone hates you. But I'm sure that isn't the case. Once you do have more friends, I suggest asking them to do the alphabet thing. Do you know what that is? It's where you ask each of your friends to make a list of things they like about you. And each characteristic has to start with a letter from the alphabet. So everyone should give you 26 characteristics that you have and that they like about you. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always email me.
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