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I can't bring myself to be affectionate to people and I can't even hug people and be kind. I always act like I don't care about them but I do, I just can let them know. I don't want them to take advantage of me. I'm very honest but this is the only things I'm not honest with, my feelings. I wasn't like that in the past but because of some ridiculous things when I think about it, I just can't bring myself to be like I was in the past. Today I'm like: " why do you need to be affectionate with people? that's ridiculous " , " why do you hug them " " don't even think of hugging me I don't like it " BUT I was like that too but now it just feels like I don't know how feeling works. I feel embarrassed and sometimes disgusted when someone hugs me or kiss me or just put their arms around me, I feel so awkward, I really don't like it.
I know that people are not the same and I want to go to my old self but for some reasons, I really can't. I can't even talk freely about me, my feelings, my problems with my friends and It's sad because I want to but I just really can't.
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I feel u on this
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ReplyI can relate to you so much. As time moves on in life you wonder, how was it once so easy and how is it so hard now. I really want to provide comfort for you. I am a bartender, I have been for 13 years since I was 21 years old. The only thing I have gotten to see of the human race is how selfish, demanding, and how much they truly do not care about others. This is what hurts my soul! Do know that there ARE people out here that care! I would love to know more and maybe be able to help you with experiences that I have had thus far. Where one of us is week another might be strong
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