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I will simply state that I get nervous. . . or anxious over practically everything and I am hesitant to use the word anxious since I am not diagnosed with anxiety and I know that is upsetting. but honestly I'm afraid to talk to a doctor about it. I dont have a lot of money and currently my father's insurance is not in effect since he switched jobs so I get nervous about talking to a doctor about getting treatment because I dont want to use up our money like that. it's kind of ironic I'm nervous over being nervous. I actually had a full blown panic attack(if it's ok to call it that) last week and got so light headed I almost passed out. and I feel bad posting about this because I dont want to seem like I am looking for attention.
one of my triggers is my friends. theyll tell me something stressful to get it off their chests and then I'm carrying the weight too. the thing is though I focus on it a lot which stresses me out more than they are and then I want to tell them that I am freaking out but I'm nervous it will make them feel bad.
it's this toxic loop of hating myself so much and getting so worked up over everything and I feel like I'm too emotional but at the same time I feel like I should reach out about it because it is effecting my life and i cant function like this for much longer. everything sets it off, I just get freaked out about everything and that includes past, present, future, and all the what ifs.
again I apologise if this seems annoying or that I want attention because truly I dont. I just needed to get this out of my mind because it's so hard to freak out and not tell anyone. at least from here I know that I can get it out and be ok without people getting upset with me... or so I hope. please dont worry about it.
thanks.
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