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I am an awful person. Every time I go online (dating sites to be specific) its so I can get girls to fall in love with me, or to want me, or to beg me to want them, even though I want nothing to do with them in the end. I never liked the idea of long distance relationships. And I don't do online dating, so of course I would never stay with them. I do it because I want to feel wanted. I want to feel desired. I want to know that I am capable of being desired by other girls. That i could get any girl I want (I know not any girl I want, but most girls). I manipulate these girls' feelings into falling for me and then i dump them like i don't care. I feel bad for hurting them, but to me its just all good fun, and nothing serious. To them it seems like the world. I feel awful for doing it, and every time I do, i stop after a girl or two, but by then the damage is already done. You cant take it back once you've done it. I'm a manipulative piece of shit. After all of this, I'd be surprised if any girls wanted to be with me ever. I know, if i ever get a girlfriend (a real one that I care about very much) i could never tell her about what I've done. It's so shameful and awful. I'm a terrible person because of it, and I'm probably going to die alone.
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Replyreading this was painful. I hope someone does to you what you do to these innocent girls.
Replyi wrote this post like 8 months ago, so idk if i posted it anon or not, but uh, it happened. I got what i deserved.
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