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Told her that I had a soft corner for her. She said she doesnt have any soft corner and she cares for me as a friend. I was happy and sad at the same time. I was happy to know that she was not in a complicated position as i am but was sad to feel that way alone. Asked her now wat and her reply was neutral, said nothing changes. I am not so sure.. Every thing I do now, she will link to my having soft corner for her.. She has been fine for a few days.. Messaged for a few days to check if we came at the same time to know if we can go together. Suddenly last Friday, made a weird face wen I said we came almost at the same time. I didn't react that time. Didn't want to argue beginning of the weekend. On the way back home, she said she said she misses only her bf and not even her friends. I was stunned, not sure wat to say to that. I jus reolied okay. Not sure wat to say to that. The last tine she went out of tiwn, i missed her. This time aftrr hearing this i dnt think i shud miss her anymore. Feelings , care, concern cannot be one sided. I thought if i cared abt her, she would care the same way. But now I feel I am beating around the bush. Its a never ending quest. The more i care, the more i expect, the more i am disappointed and hurt. I shud b indifferent to her.
Now on a Monday, was busy the whole day. When I asked her when she came, she told she will leave early. In the evening I was at my seat on a call and she left suddenly without saying bye. Wen I messaged her, I jus got a casual reply that she left. She knows that I never like that she leaves without saying bye. And she knew I was pissed and reply was so casual that it pissed me more. I was too tired to lash out at her in angry. All I wanted was to sit alone for some time and contemplate why I am bothered by such a simple thing. It doesn't change my life or makes it better. I am not so sure wat to do or how to react. I am writing this bcoz I feel hurt and angry.
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